In my dreams, I am all things – the construct of the space in which the dream shifts and takes place as well as the characters that arise and interact within the shifting construct of the dream. Last night, I had a dream our reality is a program of complex interwoven illusions controlled by unseen power mongers.
Dream Written in the Present Tense
Our reality is generated around us like a television show that we think is real. It is controlled behind the scenes by people invested in making us believe “our reality” is real. In truth, we are prisoners of the illusion of reality they create for us.
I become aware of a young woman who has uncommonly intense emotions that trigger a power in her that is disruptive to this programmed reality. Whenever the program is disrupted by her emotions spiking, she has no idea what is happening, and this is extremely scary and disorienting for her. She unintentionally kills three program-generated characters who seek to bring her under their control. Naturally, her thinking becomes frantic, and she seeks to hide in terror.
In this dream, I am also a young man who loves her and knows intuitively that she has a valuable power that could help set all of us free. I watch her in one tense situation where a group of characters tries to subdue her by making her think she is crazy and needs medical assistance. She backs away from them, and I can feel the storm brewing inside of her. She instinctively knows when she is being lied to, and it invokes a profound anger inside of her. She doesn’t know what to do with this rage.
Her mind takes this rage and creates a powerful energy vortex that looks like a fire ball contained in a drop of mercury the size of a large grapefruit which is suspended about a foot and a half in front of her head slightly right of her mid-line. As her anger spikes, the vortex becomes unstable. The vortex is an extension of her energy body which can see beyond the programmed illusion to who is really attacking her. Her fireball punches a hole through the illusions generated by the reality program and through the screen of the control room where the programmers are watching our generated reality. It explodes in the control room like a fire bomb.
Now the programmers are scared shitless, because this is not supposed to be possible in any reality. This kind of psychic power is beyond their control. As soon as they recover from their shock they will send swat teams to apprehend her and either drug her into compliance or kill her.
I watch her flee the scene and hide shaking in a closet. She doesn’t understand what just happened. She needs a teacher to explain what is happening to her, someone who can show her how to control her power and use it for our Liberation. There doesn’t seem be anyone who has the ability to navigate this kind of gift within the dream, and I feel grief at my helplessness to protect the woman I love, the One who could free us all.
Fireball image generated by Caleb Ward here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ew-Q2OksNhI
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